DAMN! I'M IN LOVE

great! how stupid i am
you always been there all of this time
we used to be an item
why i have to let those things happen?
why i have to be a fucking foolish to let you go

then i realize that i'm fucking in love with you like forever
i never knew it would be you
i guess i could move on
but you're so damn addictive

yeah! DAMN I'M IN LOVE
with you again
well,IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU ANYWAY :)





YES IT'S YOU mylove

it's always been you

how i could let myself to let you go?
stupid

bye-bye seems great!

people hates bye
so do i
but when suddenly i said that word
it feels nothing
then it feels good!!!!
yes i'm free
i just realize that why i feel unhappy
because i'm stuck in the fucking situation with fucking wrong guy
now i'm totally happy

bye-bye seems great!

well...

i guess we all wants to live in a fairytale with a happy ending and sparkling sky
i guess we all wants to wake up and smile to the bright sunshine and singing with beautiful little bird
i guess we all wants to sleep in the fluffy golden bed and ends that day with a big smile around our faces

but there's no fairytale
only a fucking big fat liar reality

i keep wondering how to make the miracle comes and stay with us
i'm praying everyday
but miracle doesn't happen
unluckily SHIT DOES HAPPEN

well, what should i do now?
crying and hiding under my bed?

no i couldn't do that
this life makes me stuck
there's no place to go
i couldn't hide

so i face the truth
and try to deal with it
i'm becoming numb and crazy

i'm sleeping with a same nightmare
i'm walking on the same road
and i'm regretting one same mistake over and over again

well,
there's no fairytale at all
is there any hope?

MUAK

gila...
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gila...
rasanya gw digampar kenceng-kenceng sampeberdarah-darah
dan gw sadar
GW TOLOL
GW MENYIA-NYIAKAN semua yang harusnya bisa gw miliki dengan bahagia
GW SEENAK-ENAKNYA gw buang semuanya gw tuker semua dengan sampah
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(banyu tolol bening)

broken dream vow of broken-hearted moron

my love never dies but i'll die
my brain never sleeps but my body must be sleep
i know i'll never say goodbye
but there's a time i'll have to say goodbye
my lover
i'm done with you
we're meant to be apart
we're nothing but useless
my lover
you're great
we had an amazing time but that's terribly wrong
i should go
but i couldn't
so i'd rather dying and taking our love with me
and leave you here to stay alive
i'm easy to forget
you'll be happy without me
and i'll forget my broken dream
i just have an imperfect love in a perfect pain
you deserve better than that
so by my lover
good bye

a white demon love song

White demon love song down the hall
White demon shadow on the road
Back up your mind, there is a call
He isn't coming after all
Love this time
She likes the way he sings
White demon love song's in her dreams

White demon, where's your selfish kiss?
White demon sorrow will arrange
Let's not forget about the fear
Black invitation to this place that cannot change
While strangely holy, come for a rain

(darling)

White demon, widen your heart's scope
White demon, who let your friends go?
White demon, widen your heart's scope
White demon, who let your friends go?

Let us be in love
(let us be in love)
Let's do old and grey
(let's do old and grey)
I won't make you cry
(I won't make you cry)
I will never stray
(I will never stray)
I will do my part
(I will do my part)
Let us be in love tonight

White demon, widen your heart's scope
White demon, who let your friends go?
White demon, widen your heart's scope
White demon, who let your friends go?

(stand it anymore, darling)
(stand it)

(I can't stand it anymore, darling)
(stand it)