hey
it's been awhile
well
i've got nothing to say
just
i don't know
got a pretty bad mood today
kinda lost also
felling sick and tired
disoriented i guess
well i hate my REAL LIFE
i wanna get lost in my daydreaming
i wanna run away
when i'm not that sober
it feels great
it's like living in my own dream
and that's what i really need
so . . .
i don't wanna be sober
i don't wanna be awake
gotta feeling high
and let me fly without wings
high
and
fly
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
hey there YOU :(
he left me once
he left me twice
well the second one, i guess i should blame it on the situation not him
but still i hate being left
i hate to be the one who's waiting
i hate to be the one who stays and cries every single day
it kills me
5 month should be easy for me
cause i was waiting for you for 5 month
remember?
and i could make it thru
it's been a week since you've been gone
but it feels like a month
and it makes me feel so alone
but i know in the end
we'll make it thru the day
and start all over again
i love you
i miss you
and i'm waiting for sure
he left me twice
well the second one, i guess i should blame it on the situation not him
but still i hate being left
i hate to be the one who's waiting
i hate to be the one who stays and cries every single day
it kills me
5 month should be easy for me
cause i was waiting for you for 5 month
remember?
and i could make it thru
it's been a week since you've been gone
but it feels like a month
and it makes me feel so alone
but i know in the end
we'll make it thru the day
and start all over again
i love you
i miss you
and i'm waiting for sure
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Everytime you go away - Brian McKnight
I know sometimes you have to leave
But I wish that you could stay
Everytime you go away
You take A piece of me with you
Everytime you say goodbye
But I wish that you could stay
Everytime you go away
You take A piece of me with you
Everytime you say goodbye
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
miserable me
time flies and i hate it
he'll be gone so soon
and i don't know why, the loneliness already bite my heart
and i'm crying like a lot!
i thought i couldn't cry anymore
cause i've been crying like almost ever single day
but here i am weak pathetic creature
i can't imagine, will i survive thru those lonely days?
i'm tired and suffer
i'm tired being left
i'm done with those pain
i just want you to stay
:(
he'll be gone so soon
and i don't know why, the loneliness already bite my heart
and i'm crying like a lot!
i thought i couldn't cry anymore
cause i've been crying like almost ever single day
but here i am weak pathetic creature
i can't imagine, will i survive thru those lonely days?
i'm tired and suffer
i'm tired being left
i'm done with those pain
i just want you to stay
:(
Monday, February 14, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
gray
you don't even know what i'm feeling inside
even if i told you i know you wouldn't believe it
you know what the worst part is?
trying so hard to get nothing in the end
i'm TRYING SO HARD to forgive you!
do you think it's easy for me?
HELL NO!
i hate you so much remember?
you know how much i hate you!
and you're the one who really knows all the stupid things that you did to me
do you think i deserved that shit?
now after you came into my life again and i forgive you just like that
still
it's not enough
with you there's no certainty
there's no white there's no black
we're just a GRAY line
even if i told you i know you wouldn't believe it
you know what the worst part is?
trying so hard to get nothing in the end
i'm TRYING SO HARD to forgive you!
do you think it's easy for me?
HELL NO!
i hate you so much remember?
you know how much i hate you!
and you're the one who really knows all the stupid things that you did to me
do you think i deserved that shit?
now after you came into my life again and i forgive you just like that
still
it's not enough
with you there's no certainty
there's no white there's no black
we're just a GRAY line
Monday, January 3, 2011
blame it on me
okay, i did it again
you know, being a jerk
honestly from the very first time i should've known that it wont be long-lasting
and i hate me for being stupid to not notice that shit
and i hate me for being a jerk to let it goes
i know i didn't make a huge mistake as i did before
but still, it's not a good thing to do
i made another disappointment
and i know that's all my fault
just feel so guilty
and sorry for being such an asshole
i didn't mean it at all, but well i did anyway
so all i can say is just
SORRY
you know, being a jerk
honestly from the very first time i should've known that it wont be long-lasting
and i hate me for being stupid to not notice that shit
and i hate me for being a jerk to let it goes
i know i didn't make a huge mistake as i did before
but still, it's not a good thing to do
i made another disappointment
and i know that's all my fault
just feel so guilty
and sorry for being such an asshole
i didn't mean it at all, but well i did anyway
so all i can say is just
SORRY
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