i'm not a LIAR

I'm sad
But it's not because of you
I just don't get it
Why I could be that stupid?
For believing every single things that you said
For being so tolerant to your immature attitude
I should know it
We shouldn't be together

About all of this mess
Let me fix it by myself

Just bye

kasiiiaaaaannnnn hahaha

Ada banyak orang yang menolak untuk menerima dirinya sendiri
Mereka mati-matian menyangkal diri mereka sendiri
Dan semua tingkah laku mereka palsu

Pertanyaannya adalah "apakah sebegitu memalukannya diri kalian sampai gag punya keberanian buad jdi diri sendiri?"
Mereka norak
Knapa? Karena mereka berlaku konyol untuk terlihat baik
Please,itu konyol

Mereka biasanya berpura-pura senang
Jelas mereka tidak bahagia
Mereka ditolak semua orang termasuk keluarga mereka sendiri
Itulah alasan mereka menyangkal diri sendiri
Terlalu banyak penolakan

Jujur saya kasian
Apa daya
Mereka memang menyedihkan

:D

just gonna be a FOOL one time

Yes I admit it I ever be a stupid foolish little girl
At that time I was acting like a crazy lady in love
That wasn't love that was a terrible stupidity
I was in love with the wrong guy in the wrong situation
All I did was something wrong

Then I realized it, at some point I felt enough with that shitty things
So I finished it all
That crap was over and I couldn't be better than this

That shit gave me a big bloody mark
But I don't even care I could fix everything that I want
This is my life and I'm the boss of everything
I won't let myself stuck in the pathetic hole

I could survive and ignore them
Everyone could make mistakes
The differences is only about how big is the bruises that we have made
I don't fucking care if they give me that judgement look

I live my life in my own way
I made a misrakes and I fix it
They should be ashamed because they only yap
But if they were me I don't think they could stand strong

Life is hard
But we are strong enough to fight for it!

DAMN! I'M IN LOVE

great! how stupid i am
you always been there all of this time
we used to be an item
why i have to let those things happen?
why i have to be a fucking foolish to let you go

then i realize that i'm fucking in love with you like forever
i never knew it would be you
i guess i could move on
but you're so damn addictive

yeah! DAMN I'M IN LOVE
with you again
well,IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU ANYWAY :)





YES IT'S YOU mylove

it's always been you

how i could let myself to let you go?
stupid

bye-bye seems great!

people hates bye
so do i
but when suddenly i said that word
it feels nothing
then it feels good!!!!
yes i'm free
i just realize that why i feel unhappy
because i'm stuck in the fucking situation with fucking wrong guy
now i'm totally happy

bye-bye seems great!

well...

i guess we all wants to live in a fairytale with a happy ending and sparkling sky
i guess we all wants to wake up and smile to the bright sunshine and singing with beautiful little bird
i guess we all wants to sleep in the fluffy golden bed and ends that day with a big smile around our faces

but there's no fairytale
only a fucking big fat liar reality

i keep wondering how to make the miracle comes and stay with us
i'm praying everyday
but miracle doesn't happen
unluckily SHIT DOES HAPPEN

well, what should i do now?
crying and hiding under my bed?

no i couldn't do that
this life makes me stuck
there's no place to go
i couldn't hide

so i face the truth
and try to deal with it
i'm becoming numb and crazy

i'm sleeping with a same nightmare
i'm walking on the same road
and i'm regretting one same mistake over and over again

well,
there's no fairytale at all
is there any hope?