i'm literally dying

i cant take it
i give up
just let me die

sad road

im here i this sick town with long sad road
i hate this place
cause we used to go here together
:(

eenie MEANie miney mo lova

no comment :)

honestly, i wish you were here

Hey mister cold
How's your day?
I really wanna know what do you do today
I want to just say hi and good night
But well
Yeah as usual I'm a cowardly girl
I wish I could do whatever I want

I just don't wanna make you confused
If I show you how much I care
You must be really confused
You wouldn't have any idea about the responses from all of my careness
Well
I miss you like hell

Just wanna say
Nite
Sweet dream
I know you couldn't sleep now

Just don't be such an insomniac
That's not good for your health
And
I miss you already
I wanna hug you :p

Love you
Always

Do you remember?
(Selamanya) it's so nice to hear you say that word
Selamanya
I love you

my life would suck without you

you'll always be my baby :)

releasing moment

I've been acting stupid this whole time
And finally I could be.brave
And it's not that bad
It isn't bad at all
And I'm so happy

I don't care if you will never know how much I love you
I don't care if I will never be with you
As long as I could be there as your friend
As long as you know me
As long as I know anything that happen to you
It's more than enough

I love you
And I'll never get over it
And I don't care
Cause I'm happy :)

im so stupid

i hate it!
you know what
whenever im with you i feel that butterflies in my stomach, literally!
and my mouth just shut
i cant say anything
im so nervous
darn it!
i was like junior high school girl who fell in love with her friend!
why oh why?????!!!!!!!!!!!