hey there YOU :(

he left me once
he left me twice

well the second one, i guess i should blame it on the situation not him
but still i hate being left
i hate to be the one who's waiting
i hate to be the one who stays and cries every single day
it kills me

5 month should be easy for me
cause i was waiting for you for 5 month
remember?
and i could make it thru

it's been a week since you've been gone
but it feels like a month
and it makes me feel so alone

but i know in the end
we'll make it thru the day
and start all over again

i love you
i miss you

and i'm waiting for sure

Everytime you go away - Brian McKnight

I know sometimes you have to leave
But I wish that you could stay
Everytime you go away

You take A piece of me with you
Everytime you say goodbye

miserable me

time flies and i hate it
he'll be gone so soon
and i don't know why, the loneliness already bite my heart
and i'm crying like a lot!
i thought i couldn't cry anymore
cause i've been crying like almost ever single day
but here i am weak pathetic creature
i can't imagine, will i survive thru those lonely days?
i'm tired and suffer
i'm tired being left
i'm done with those pain

i just want you to stay
:(

14.02.11

i don't want anything


i just want
YOU
to
stay

happy valentine's day
ily
kb

*be

gray

you don't even know what i'm feeling inside
even if i told you i know you wouldn't believe it
you know what the worst part is?
trying so hard to get nothing in the end
i'm TRYING SO HARD to forgive you!
do you think it's easy for me?
HELL NO!
i hate you so much remember?
you know how much i hate you!
and you're the one who really knows all the stupid things that you did to me
do you think i deserved that shit?
now after you came into my life again and i forgive you just like that
still
it's not enough
with you there's no certainty
there's no white there's no black
we're just a GRAY line