officially fallen

now i know what i have to do

stop listening being deaf could be helpful somehow
follow my stupid heart
just let it be

love is the main reason of this stupidity
but i don't give a damn
i'm happy anyway
and all of those tears worth it anyway

so fuck off
head over heels i'm fucking fallen
and i'm happy to say that i love you

when common sense doesn't make any sense

When I've been told by someone about you,about the different side of you that I don't even know
It breaks my heart
How they say that you don't wanna be with me anymore
How you tend to lie to me
How you would like to have another girl in your life
How it may be on purpose when you became irritating somehow
How you want to avoid me

When will you get enough by only one girl?
Do you really love me that much?
Do you really mean every words you say?
Cause up untill now,honestly I trust you more than anything
Though it really makes sense
Though actually that's the truth

If you don't wanna be with me anymore
Why would you act like you do?
What's with all of those attention?
It's getting more confusing
Cause even if you really are a jerk
I don't give a damn anyway

I love you so much I can't just stop
The worst part is
I don't care if I'm being hurted
As long as I get the chance to be with you as long as possible

So please don't lie
Cause I do trust you more than anything
And I love you more than you could imagine

Love you too much

bad worse worst

things are getting worse
i'm sick of it
fuck off

i can't get rid of this fucking headache
i can't get rid of this fucking nightmare
and worst
i can't get rid of this fucking LIFE

i wanna runaway
far
away

unlimited tears

I can't stop crying
I thought I should've no tears left
Cause I do cry a lot

Yes I'm a cry baby
So what,screw you all
You don't even get to know how sucks my life is
And I cry by myself anyway
Nobody knows
So I don't care

Please
Help me
I just wanna die
If I live I want to wake up in the morning and suddenly all of my wishes come true
If it's impossible
Then I'd rather die

(Soy un perdedor. I'm a loser baby, so why don't u kill me)

fuck my life

okay i know i'm complaining too much
i'm complaining to myself anyway
nobody knows nobody cares
so fuck off
i just wanna scream the hell out fucking loud
I FUCKING HATE MY FUCKING LIFE
i know it's my stupid fault
i know it turns back to me again!!!!!

but fuck it
i've tried so hard to fix it
but it's not even getting better it's getting worse every single day
fuck off

i wanna cry
i wanna scream
i wanna die!

you know what
i'm craving for any simple thing that actually i should've do
but i couldn't
SIMPLE THING for God's sake!!!!
i need my freedom
my FUCKING FREEDOM THAT SUITS MY FUCKING AGE
but i've lost it all

here i am
full of anger
try to keep this to myself
so fucking hard to not even cry
try to smile
try to looks happy
try to act cool
try to fucking enjoy this mess
FUCK MY LIFE
I'M NOT OKAY
AND I'M FUCKING SICK OF PRETENDING THAT I'M FINE
I'M FRAGILE AND I'M NOT THAT TOUGH
I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE
WHY I HAVE TO BE TOUGH EVERY FUCKING SINGLE TIME????????
I'M JUST A FUCKING HUMAN FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!