loving from distance in silence

i know it's kinda stupid talking bout love over and over again
i know i'm better than that but i can't help it
i just can't stop thinking bout him

you know what,it's been like i don't know, 2 months?1 month?since i met him
the last time i met him was when i watched toy story 3 and darn it i forgot when
anyway,
after that i never ever text him thru the bbm nor msn or whatever
cause i don't wanna bother him
and when i stalked his tweets (i know i'm creepy okay?)
it just feels like i almost don't know him
well i know it's his time to go out hang out whatsoever
and yeah he's having a great time,i guess

well i thought after this freaking time i don't even call him or meet him
i'll forget it
i'll get over it
and
i was totally wrong
whenever i saw his tweet i can't stop wondering "what he's gonna do today?"
whenever i saw his picture i just literally feel that fucking butterflies and realized that i miss him so damn much

so
i decided to giving up
i GIVE UP but not STOP
i give up on him
but i won't stop to loving him
i'll be there when he needs me

i'll be there