for you

i know you won't read this so i guess it's fine to write this thing here

you know, actually i've been in love with you since we started our relationship
you're the most special and i guess, you're just the best i ever had
i can't stop loving you
well maybe it's because we have to see each other every day either
when i had a long holiday and i didn't met you, i could be careless bout you
but...... when i see your face again, i just couldn't be normal
that feeling just fill up my heart again and again and again

i know i did stupid things
i acted stupid
and i treated you like a crap
but i was just a stupid kid i'm too young to notice what i really felt at that time
i was selfish and i was fucking careless

but as time goes by and i've grown up
i've learnt so many things
but then i did my stupid mistake the most stupid mistake
and i couldn't tell you what it is until now
i have no guts to tell you

and after all the things i've been thru
i just realized that my world revolves arounf you
i can't forget you
i love you until now
still as strong as before

i wanna let you know
but i'm too afraid
cause i guess you're gonnna think that i'm so silly, foolish, and weird

but this is what i feel
I LOVE YOU
and i fucking miss you
and i'm so sorry about all of the stupid things that i did
i didn't mean it at all
i know i was stupid

well
sorry
and
i love you still
i wish i could tell you this
but i can't

:(