helplessly knowing nothing

i know something's wrong with you
i know you know what's the reason of your depressing phase
i know you just don't wanna tell me

here's the thing
i'm not forcing you to let me know everything that's going on in your life
i never asked just because the sake of afraid not because idc
i'm afraid of being annoying, i'm afraid if i cross the line
but when i didn't ask while actually i'm knowing some things
i just wait for you to spill it out
but i guess i'm not the right place for you to share
well idk
i'm just sad because i can't help
i really want to make you feel better
but what i suppose to do when i know nothing
what i suppose to say when it's just a fucking lucky guess
and what should i do when i already know the reason but from the others?

i really am look stupid
always be the last to know
and acting cool
for god's sake
the truth is
i'm not fine and you are not fine
i knw why but i've got nothing to do while i have to act like idk

u knw what
that sucks
*sigh