fuck my life

okay i know i'm complaining too much
i'm complaining to myself anyway
nobody knows nobody cares
so fuck off
i just wanna scream the hell out fucking loud
I FUCKING HATE MY FUCKING LIFE
i know it's my stupid fault
i know it turns back to me again!!!!!

but fuck it
i've tried so hard to fix it
but it's not even getting better it's getting worse every single day
fuck off

i wanna cry
i wanna scream
i wanna die!

you know what
i'm craving for any simple thing that actually i should've do
but i couldn't
SIMPLE THING for God's sake!!!!
i need my freedom
my FUCKING FREEDOM THAT SUITS MY FUCKING AGE
but i've lost it all

here i am
full of anger
try to keep this to myself
so fucking hard to not even cry
try to smile
try to looks happy
try to act cool
try to fucking enjoy this mess
FUCK MY LIFE
I'M NOT OKAY
AND I'M FUCKING SICK OF PRETENDING THAT I'M FINE
I'M FRAGILE AND I'M NOT THAT TOUGH
I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE
WHY I HAVE TO BE TOUGH EVERY FUCKING SINGLE TIME????????
I'M JUST A FUCKING HUMAN FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!